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[fatrockstar]

I have to go away for a while.

I enjoy reading you all, but I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend to bare my soul to the world when I no longer have a soul to bare.

I just recently learned something that is threatening my marriage and my well-being. Never is a very strong word. I hope it gets resolved soon.

Truth be told, I haven't been honest with anyone except for my husband in over a year. I have been hiding behind him and leaning on him heavily while putting my best face forward to people I consider my friends. Especially during the worst times of wedding planning, and through dealing with my mother's death.

As a result of this, he is exhausted and I am lonely. I have no outlet for my pain, and he has changed his mind about several things that I thought I was marrying him for.

So, that said... I have to go.

Bye.

Comments

[mrshellion.livejournal.com]

Good luck and God bless, Wynne.

I, for one, will miss you.

to cloakofwinter

[winifred.livejournal.com]

I'll address your comments on another journal or through email. Thank you so much for your thoughts, I appreciate all the help I can get.