Being on the job has stirred up something in the universe, and now I am not only interacting with people in person on a regular basis, but people are initiating conversations with me from everywhere. I like talking to people, I'm just not sure I'm doing it right. I can't tell if I'm making friends or digging myself deeper into a hole of social ineptitude.
Rather than stress myself out trying to find gigs (a task that requires me to sell myself and my music, basically tell someone else why I'm cool and they should book me when I don't feel that cool) I told the band I wanted to take the next couple of months to record, and if a gig came up we could take it, but I wasn't up for continuing the burden of constant rejection and need a break. They were all for it.
So if you haven't seen my band, or have wanted to see my band, you need to be at The Skylark on Thursday October 30th. Music starts at 9. I haven't decided if I'm dressing up as Elvis or Wonder Woman.
As for talking to people, I'll get used to it. I'm grateful to those people who have reached out -- I've been lucky they're all friendly and smart and think I'm cool enough to contact -- if only I didn't live in Seattle. I really hate how awkward this place makes what should be the normal progression of new friendships. I get the feeling that if I find another romantic relationship it won't be here. If that's the case I already know what I have to do.
Rather than stress myself out trying to find gigs (a task that requires me to sell myself and my music, basically tell someone else why I'm cool and they should book me when I don't feel that cool) I told the band I wanted to take the next couple of months to record, and if a gig came up we could take it, but I wasn't up for continuing the burden of constant rejection and need a break. They were all for it.
So if you haven't seen my band, or have wanted to see my band, you need to be at The Skylark on Thursday October 30th. Music starts at 9. I haven't decided if I'm dressing up as Elvis or Wonder Woman.
As for talking to people, I'll get used to it. I'm grateful to those people who have reached out -- I've been lucky they're all friendly and smart and think I'm cool enough to contact -- if only I didn't live in Seattle. I really hate how awkward this place makes what should be the normal progression of new friendships. I get the feeling that if I find another romantic relationship it won't be here. If that's the case I already know what I have to do.
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