Not much to see here folks, move along.

I've been lapsing my gym time. I had SO MANY GOLD STARS on my calendar last month from trying to reach my 5-6 exercise days a week goal, and this month... one star a week. This weekend I went insane and devoured a large pizza and a brownie sundae. Got up this morning feeling like Jabba the Butt... crap. After all that work, it's hard not to come down on myself hard.

I just crave sugar and can't shake it at all. Fuck. This was so much easier to deal with ten years ago.

(Not Gonna Come Home) Late again

Late, late night
I work my fingers to the bone
(that's right)
Is it too much to ask
for a little sympathy?

Late night Monday
I finally get to come on home
(my my)
But it's dark inside--now that ain't right
Yet another bill not paid on time!

Not gonna come home late again, no
This time won't forget my friends
I'm gonna pay my bills on time
And enjoy my life

So hard I try
I can't help but feel alone and cry
I've got to find some time
to regain my sanity

Finally Friday
It feels so good to have the days fly by
The weekend's here and it's all mine
Gonna grab my man and drink myself blind

Not gonna come home late again, no
This time won't forget my friends
I'm gonna pay my bills on time
Drink myself some sweet cherry wine

Not gonna come home late again, no
This time won't forget my friends
I'm gonna pay my bills on time
And enjoy my life