For the record

[fatrockstar]

Despite the anger and the pain, I will be okay. I am a strong person, and normally very funny and rational. These days are difficult but I will get through them. I may write a lot here that I wouldn't say out loud. They are my thoughts, and I am entitled to them. How you choose to interpret them is out of my hands. All I can truly ask of those who are hurt by my words is understanding. It is a rare person who can endure my situation without being affected by it.

But I will be okay. I'm going to get through this. I have been blessed with many incredibly supportive friends, online and in person. You are all awesome!