three day fast

I hate being so hungry and not being able to do much about it. At least I haven't upchucked since Monday night. Everything else is about the nausea and bloat. Yuck. I have grossed myself out beyond belief this week. Why haven't I eaten? A lot of it is the bloat. It's not your standard red-beans-and-rice variety either. It's the unpredictable, anytime you feel the urge you run to the bathroom just in case kind. I was at work all day with this. The bathrooms are a long walk from my office. It was rather unpleasant.

So now I am hungry. I ate a little throughout the day, but my staples were inedible due to their risk of painful gas. When I got home I had a small turkey sandwich but didn't push it further than that. I hate being this horrendously hungry. Mild pangs I can deal with. The achy kind not so much.

More later. There's so much to document, but I haven't got the head for it. Money, Ethan, Grady, Miss Judy, etc... I can't put more sentences together because they'd make no sense.

What I wouldn't give for a steak.